Transformation time

Today is one of those days (hence my third post) when my soul positively aches for more. I don’t know if it has to do with being so close to full moon, the nearing moon eclipse or just a phase I’m in but I’m hungry for more. What I can see and perceive today feels like it’s nothing, it’s not enough, it simply falls so short that I just can’t be satisfied with it. No matter how much I try to tell myself that I should appreciate not hunger, I still seem to be starving. This is a time for intake of information – I know that because I have been here before – and it will be followed by a period of introspection.

What this means is that my mind wants to travel and expand. My spirit wants to reach places far away without the constraints of time. My soul wants to know more about the people who surround me in my reality and out of it. I want to choose my next step, a new path and head towards a new outcome that will be quite different from what I have had so far. I want to destroy the old and create the new at the same time. I want to surprise and be surprised. I want to expand and explore. I want to invite new perceptions and find new ways of looking at things. I want to get to know new people (or beings). I want to do so in joy, while my soul still sings and before reality again chains me to my ordinary life. I want to do it while I still have hope that I will be able to remain free this time. I am in transformation and perhaps this time I will be able to slingshot myself out of the old and into the new if I can just gain enough momentum.

May the goddess be with me because I’m doing this without a safety harness or a helmet…..and I will keep you posted.